Day 19

Dear -,

I hate how much I think about you. It bothers me so much since whatever we had ended badly. I know it would have never worked out but still I miss all of our late-night conversations we had. My friends who knew we talked thought I was crazy since we're so different. But, I think they were wrong. We aren't that different. We both have the same sense of humor and like similar things. It's strange, I can go through a day and then all of a sudden be reminded of something you said or did and laugh. I know you'll never read this but I miss the way you made me laugh when I was having a bad day, gave me advice when I was stressed out, and tried to make me braver. I'm changed because of you and it scares me to death how someone could do that to me. I miss you and wish you were back in my life.

Lindsay

P.S. I rode Millenium Force this year and conquered my fear because of you, so thank you.