I told you ahead of time I was going to write this letter to you because I couldn't think of anyone else that has gone through so much with me. We've been friends maybe even best friends since I came to NDES in seventh grade. I was scared and vulnerable because I was at a new place not knowing anyone. You were one of my first new friends, you told me who everyone was and who to avoid. It kills me whenever we fight because I've known you for such a long time and I've told you so many of my secrets. I've trusted you with so much that I felt betrayed that we could even fight. At one point I felt like I should give up our friendship because I didn't want to get hurt again. We have put all of our fights in the past but I'm afraid for what the future holds. What if we can't get over our next fight? I don't want to lose you as a friend no matter what happened in the past, what happens now, or what happens in the future.
Lots of love,
Lindsay
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