Was there any reason for me to start crying during my speech the other day? I hate when I cry because my face gets all red and my voice shakes. I'm a strong person so I don't like when people see me weak. I think the only reason I started crying was a combination of nerves, stress, and hearing someone else's speech and having them cry. I kept on thinking what my life would be like without my big sis and just the though brought me to tears. I hate how word spread to people that weren't even my class that I was crying because it brought unwanted attention to me. I had a few people ask me what was wrong and for fear of crying again I lied and said I was fine and nothing was wrong. I'm going to be a complete mess the day she goes to college and leaves me alone.
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