Why do people get the one thing that i want? This is the second time in two weeks that I've lost. I can't handle any more losses or else i may just go insane. My two friends that i pushed to run won instead of me. How is this fair? I love them to death but how is this fair to me? I want to be involved in school but i can't seem to get a break. I don't think I'll run next year because I'm afraid of losing. I don't like the feeling of losing. It feels like someone kicked me in the stomach and it doesn't feel to good. I know i can relay on my friends to get me through this cause I'm in a slump. I just need this school year to be over so i can relax and focus on enjoying life. This is my life moving at the Speed of Sound.
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