Cedar Point After Dark

I went to Cedar Point for Halloweekends and I have to say I don't think I want to go back next year. Honestly I was glad that there were short lines for all of the roller coasters but the scare zones really freaked me out. We first went to Terror Island and I was terrified. The people were hiding everywhere and I couldn't see where I was going because there was so much fog. We actually got off the path at one point and one of the pirates kept scaring us since we were going the wrong way. I'm glad I didn't scream every time someone jumped out at us. I don't know what scared me more, the costumes and masks they were wearing or the fact I couldn't see them through all the smoke and fog.

I wasn't as scared when we went to Carn Evil. Al decided not to go in because she is terrified of clowns. Compared to Terror Island Carn Evil was a walk through the park. The one thing I didn't like about Carn Evil was how they came up in your face. They seriously would stand two inches in front of you and would not move out of the way. When someone would come up to me I would say hi I like your mask or oh my god I so saw you hiding over there but I still jumped. Usually after showing them I wasn't scared they would leave us alone. If you ever go to Halloweekends never run from the people. By running from them you show that your an easy target and then they'll keep following you around. Also never have anyone say your name. If they hear your name they'll call it out and make sure the other monsters will follow you. I have to say the highlight of my night was when Hallie told one of the monsters a joke. He came right up in her face and she's like hey wanna hear a funny joke. Why didn't the skeleton cross the road? Because he didn't have any guts. The skeleton knew we weren't scared so he walked away. I think I'll remember this night for a long time.

To Be Honest...

To be honest.....

1. i hate fake people
2. i want to find one guy who can make me laugh
3. i constantly look up at the stars and wish for the same thing
4. i wish i didn't make stupid mistakes in my life
5. i miss a friend i lost this year
6. i love listening to music
7. i am the most confused when i'm stressed out
8. i love eating raw onion
9. i want my life to not be complicated
10. i hope i can decide what i want to do with my life after high school
11. if i say i don't want to talk to you it really means i want you back in my life
12. i want to ride top thrill dragster
13. i wish all the drama that happened last year didn't exist
14. i wish i could fly like a bird
15. i get scared really easily
16. i want to be famous one day
17. i cry really easily
18. some people say i always look sad even when i'm the most happy
19. i hate ceramics because i can never get my design exactly how i want it
20. i may act tough but it's all an act

Oompa Loompas

I'm afraid of oompa loompas now.

No Instruction Manual

"This heart didn't come with instructions."

My heart and my head don't always agree. Sometimes my heart beats out my head when I make decisions and that is why some of my decisions aren't the best. People who really get a chance to know me know that it takes me awhile to open up and let my true feelings show. I've been hurt and broken down so many times that it's hard to let someone in regardless of what happened in the past. I think I'm going to have a hard time when I find that right guy because I don't know if he'll be able to break down all of the walls that I've built up over the years. Hopefully he'll have the chance to see me for who I really am.